History in the making.

We've been through a lot. We're moving. Michael if facing a career shattering accusation. My chain of command is sitting on my medical paperwork. I'm still pregnant, and feeling the full effects. My mother just left yesterday. I've decided to completely gut my house of any extra clutter. My soul needs some extra loving. So that's what it's gonna get. A ridiculously empty house. I'm looking forward to it. Michael is having some trouble letting go of some things he really loves but doesn't use. I'm prepping to do the same. It comes from both of us being raised in pack-rat families. Everyone's pregnant, minus a select few. The excitement of the pregnancy is over and now I think it's just disbelief. I'm really hungry all the time. I try to resist, but not too much. The depression from being trapped in a job I loath is kicking back in, I've slept almost the whole weekend. I'm praying and praying that I won't be trapped for much longer. I like the idea of decluttering the house but I am completely afraid to actually begin. Looks like I'm off to the flylady website for some encouragement. :) If you haven't looked, it's http://www.flylady.net it's by far one of my favorite websites ever.